It was and is my choice to teach without payment, most, if not all Islamic and faith teachers request a payment fund. That, some talks that were mere suggestives', have been put into practice, without my approval. Also, to state, that my illness alone, surpasses all your new arranges' of practices' of self applications', out of your own selfishness of approvals', by listening to private conversations', where there is a actual faith afterlife punishments for that particular application. I have no choice but to take my disabled funds' to help me with my everyday need of sickness that has become progressive in worsened conditions' , to help with my credited illness, in the quran, this would be flexed because people who are disabled in many criteria, take the lessor applications of laws', and they are thereafter granted a greater reward out of their efforts of practices'.