Its not easy heading Mohammed's table of feasting tribes'.

Or have being one only child to have announced shahada from the age of three, being surrounded by munka people, or muslims that had renounced their religious duties because of an ahhadith that states, when your surround by all entire evil, all your religious obligations will be lifted from you, and certainly there will come  a time when that will be so.

With a affirmed aqeeda or faith belief, I couldn't up hold this ahadith and I am in a continuous struggle to lift up the rights of the muslims'.

It was also narrated about returns', and the impossibilities of these returns in relation to how much one individual owed his fellow brothers'.

With the help and aid from Allah subhanna wa to alla', the bedouin nabieen managed to fulfil all of his payments in one setting, or a course period of a few months', without even having the funds to fulfil the obligation, Allah subhanna wa ta alla sent a inheritance miracle.

This is part of why I am also making, what I call, My Jewish Returns'.